Everything happens for a reason…..
Ok, I get some of it. My hard life may have strengthened me to fight my illness harder.
But now, why can’t I get past it?
Why can’t I just move on?
I have been going through hell because the wedding is coming and I have to be with my family. I want to be ok there and just celebrate my brothers wedding.
I can’t get past that they wanted to take my son. Yes it was 17 years ago but I just found out details yesterday. I have 2 weeks to get myself together. Less than 2 weeks. Oct 8 .

You simply choose it, to let it go, to forgive. Not anything more to it than that. Human nature wants to hang on to it. But it’s harmful, you already see that. It’s simply a choice.
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