5 ways to deal with a narcissist once and for all
https://zedie.wordpress.com/2018/05/11/5-ways-to-deal-with-a-narcissist-once-and-for-all/
— Read on zedie.wordpress.com/2018/05/11/5-ways-to-deal-with-a-narcissist-once-and-for-all/
Tag: mental health
6 brutally honest reasons why your intentions don’t matter, but your actions do
6 brutally honest reasons why your intentions don’t matter, but your actions do
https://zedie.wordpress.com/2018/05/11/6-brutally-honest-reasons-why-your-intentions-dont-matter-but-your-actions-do/
— Read on zedie.wordpress.com/2018/05/11/6-brutally-honest-reasons-why-your-intentions-dont-matter-but-your-actions-do/
Shared post
Sabotage
Advice?
I’m so torn up inside, I have been trying not to cry consistently, part of me says fine if that’s the way he wants it then let it be.
The other part says no, u don’t get to call me mom just when u want to, either I am or I am not.
I haven’t talked to him, he may have said not to tell me anything
Or, she’s doing it because she is enjoying the attention and she is and has only seen the good side.
I’m the one that got nasty messages from angry people who’s car he stole.
I’m torn, what do I do???
(For full story see previous post, y am I so bothered?)
Use arts therapy course for self-healing and become more positive!
Use arts therapy course for self-healing and become more positive!
https://simpliv.wordpress.com/2018/04/23/use-arts-therapy-course-for-self-healing-and-become-more-positive/
— Read on simpliv.wordpress.com/2018/04/23/use-arts-therapy-course-for-self-healing-and-become-more-positive/
Forget forgetfulness! Train your brain to do wonderful things with its memory power. At just $10!
Forget forgetfulness! Train your brain to do wonderful things with its memory power. At just $10!
https://simpliv.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/forget-forgetfulness-train-your-brain-to-do-wonderful-things-with-its-memory-power-at-just-10/
— Read on simpliv.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/forget-forgetfulness-train-your-brain-to-do-wonderful-things-with-its-memory-power-at-just-10/
Staying Positive
10 Most Common Parental Misconceptions
Thoughts….everywhere
I look at the other blogs I find and follow and see so much wisdom and beauty in pictures and words and also so much pain. I feel like a sponge always searching for more to absorb in self- health, metal and emotional health and sometimes I have so much to say that I can not say a word.
I have lived through every kind of abuse as I climbed up the ladder to mental health. I have had a “normal” childhood but found myself one screwed up person. I have grandkids who deserve so much better than what they have and live each day knowing to save them I would have to loose them due to my health not being good enough to care for them myself. But, is that just what I tell myself? Is it really me using my health as a crutch? Is my health even as bad as I think it is or have I just convinced myself it is?
I procrastinate like crazy, I would even say I am lazy. At times I do nothing and accomplish nothing in my day. My life changed completely finding my soulmate and he loves me as I am. He works his butt off to give me all he thinks I should have. I have survived but never actually lived. I was a hobbit only leaving my house when I had to, but was it because I was just to lazy to take a shower and care to a point about my appearance? I did this for years, I mean like ten years of wasted life.
I have so much to explore in mental health still. I know we can never stop growing inside and have found I actually enjoy psychology and reading about just how we work as people.
I also have piles of stuff and pages of ideas of things I want to make and create. My house is still not together yet. We are always working on it. At this time I have no kitchen. So much but at the same time nothing.
This is me today.
Shared
Bipolar
If you have followed me for a bit you would here now and again about my best friend who has bipolar. We have gone through her manias, people taking advantage of her in her manic state, and her multiple manic episodes in the past year. I have learned a lot by reading and talking to people about the illness. My girl went ten years with out an episode but then her father died and started a roller coaster of episodes. When her baby daddy died it just got worse and it has been not only hard on her but her three boys as well.
This time is the depression and it is completely new to me, I have never had any experience with this and it’s pretty scary. I went to check on her and she is not her, lost weight, staring off and not really even answering any questions or acknowledged I was there. She went in to the hospital last night and her dr was supposed to come in and see her this morning to give her a shot of some kind to help her come out of it. I can’t imagine how hard it must be for her kids to have to see her going through this.
New light
In the past eight months exactly sept 1, there have been so many drastic changes in my life. All for the better in one way or another.
I met my soul mate, again.
We bought a house
We moved in together which means a new town and new school, all new streets and neighbors.
I was diagnosed with cervical cancer to add to my list of health issues.
They removed all the cervical cancer!
Learning to DIY everything from windows to floors to lights and faucets!
I have never had my own yard nevermind an acre! !
Getting married in one month and 14 days, doing almost all of it ourselves.
My life hasn’t been the worst but I have seen my share of horror and evil in this world and believe everything in my life has been preparing me for this, my happy ending.
I struggled to be a disabled mom and dad to my son’s who I wanted to grow to be healthy and happy young men going out to live full lives as adults and not feeling the need to compensate for what they didn’t have as boys. A father, money, a home and a mother who wasn’t sickly. My focus has been on myself and my family mentally and emotionally for so long that once my older son left home for school, I felt a little lost. My other boy is 14, 6 feet tall and full of confidence as to who he is. That’s when David came into my life after 25 years. I realized he was gods way of saying,” it’s ok to find love and let go, be happy, let all that work pay off,” and that’s exactly what it has been like for 8 months.
Bipolar
I usually try not to get into really serious things but I have had bipolar reach its hand out and touch my life.
My best friend of 17 years has bipolar, she jokes and says she is literally crazy with that and her other issues but is a great person with a big heart. She recently got off S.S. and took advantage of the state free program to be a cna, graduated first in her class and has just opened up her wings. I have been so proud of her. Whatever the reasoning for why all that mattered was she did it. She became self sufficient, a great mom and an even better friend. I guess she was too happy. She all of a sudden went manic and ended up in houlton maine which is like an hour and half drive?? She made it out and home in 20 days which is a record I guess, she says years ago, 6 maybe? Or 8? Idk but she usually takes months to get back to her normal thing. Tragedy wasn’t done with us yet about 2 weeks, if that after she came home her four year old’s father passed away completely unexpectedly in his sleep. The doctor’s have taken all this into account with adjusting her medications and have totally failed. She is no longer my bubbly energized friend. She is so lethargic and quite, no more out throwing the balls around with her boys, no going to the gym at 4 am everyday, she’s having a hard time at work even. I miss her so much. I am trying to of course be as supportive as I can be in hopes they will keep messing with her medications so we can get her back. It blows my mind how all this happened to her because she was too happy, her life was going to good. Her medications stopped working is what the drs say but it was like piping a switch.
I have never experienced this before, I had moved away for a few years last time but those two times are the only times it has happened to her and last time it was things were to bad so it’s a different and I don’t see it but she says she’s glad I wasn’t here last time.
Tracey in Maine 