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Someday


Someday

Oh today I am all about someday!

I want, to have half less stuff, to continue having this wonderful man in my life, to have my health get better or at least not get worse.  I want to also come up with a stable income next to my child support, so when someday comes that the house is built enough to live in , we can move in and me not feel like I don’t contribute enough to pull my son’s and my weight.

Even thou cook, housekeeper, and companion is worth something!!! Maybe I should figure out how much that would be worth. lol. oh boy.

Someday my dreams will come true. I already feel like I have met my soul mate even if it has been only 6 weeks.

It’s amazing how much motivation finding someone who gets you can be.

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She stole our xmas


For 4years I have had this person in my life. I have done everything to accept her for the benefit of my grandchildren. You who have been here before know how much I love my grandchildren, so if I have to tiptoe around her so she doesn’t get mad about something and take them from me then I did. I have let her live here. I have given her money or rides or whatever she needed if I could.

 I got to the point of calling her my daughter. People would get confused because he was my son but she lived with me. I understood how she was brought up and why she did a lot of the things she did. I tried to explain to her why she did what she did. 

I opened my home and my heart to this girl. She would say, you have done more for me in the time I have known u then my real mother has in my whole life. 

Then, she took everything. The kids were here and she brought them. I wasn’t doing well so when she said, they haven’t had anything to eat at 9:30 in the morning , I said feed them. I didn’t have any milk or bread. I let her go to the store to get it. She came back, cooked for the kids and left. She had put my card on the stand. At some point either her or her bfn picked it up. She cleaned me out. That was Dec 20. My kids and I don’t have Xmas. My son’s birthday is Dec 31. We have to wait for a food bank to open after Xmas because we have no food. She new what she was doing. She knows we have no one. She new everything I had was in that account. I now I should have changed the pin once at least in the past 10 years but , I called her daughter.

My heart is broken, I feel betrayed stronger than I ever have before. I feel like she punched me in the gut, stabbed me in the back and stabbed my heart all at once. My boys. I have two boys at home. What did they do to deserve this? 

I just don’t understand how she could do this. 

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Echo , Daily Post


I feel as if my life is an Echo, I just keep doing the same things over and over. The people in my life, some anyway, are a poison running through my veins sucking the slowly destroying my life , my health, my family.

The true meaning of insane is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.

I have no choice, some of these people I have to have in my life. It’s not an option.

So as I listen to the words that the actions speak differently, I have to learn to not care….. How do u not care when someone lies to your face, thinks you are stupid enough to believe it, or just doesn’t care if you believe it?

People like this are a toxin in your blood stream. It causes so many problems, mental and physical.

Echo, repetition, echo….my life.

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Challenge!!!!!


 “Imagine how powerful and how visible our world would change if everyone kept just one more promise each day, week, month, or year.” – Manish

Although I may not know who he is, he has a point.

My Challenge, should you choose to except it, 

Do one thing extra, everyday till Xmas to help someone, keep a promise or just do that thing you said you would do and haven’t done it yet????

I do it, Because I Said I Would……

Now of course I have no way to keep track or check to see who’s actually doing it but, I figure I will post what I did that day, and you can comment with yours!!!! 

So, Is anyone up for the challenge????


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Grammies strong little love


My beautiful boy, he’s so strong. This should have been done when he was one so he would not have had to suffer so much. He was born with a kidney block. They put a stent in and the bag. He’s so miserable, hurts, can’t get out of bed to play. I just hope it will help him be stronger as an adult. He’s going to need it. Grammie will always watch over you Hunny, even after I’m gone.