Got these off side of the road yest, big ones. Have 2 oh the things I can make with them I am gitty!!!
Category: my thoughts
Bird
Is this a pet, or a pigeon? It’s all alone and seems scared and lost.
You are great!!!!
I have reached 500 likes!!!!! I am amazed by that. I never thought about what I was doing or why but I am completely enjoying getting to know all you and letting a little of you into a little of me. Thank you!!!#!#!#!!!!!
The trees are watching………..
No, I’m batman!!! Lol
Quote
“Let me tell you about something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows; it’s a very mean and nasty place. And I don’t care how tough you are; it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it…”
Peace
I love taking pictures, regardless of if I have an eye for it or not I just don’t know. The colors, the way the camera can pause a moment in time. Freeze it. I can look through my camera and focus on what’s important, see what needs to be seen and only that. I love my camera.
Brothers wedding
You all helped me through it, this is the dress I ended up making for it.My dress was perfect!!!!
Lamp
This lamp arm swings around but has dropped, I have seen others that did the same but, anyway I have tried tightening it but it still drools back down. I don’t want it to stop swinging around, I use that a lot. Any one have any ideas on how to fix this without glueing. That would stop the swivel.
Clumsy
The Daily Post one word prompt for today.
Clumsy, I think of my love life, my relationships with others, my social life.
I have few healthy relationships that are as I said, healthy.
I feel like we stumble through life clumsily just trying to find our purpose, our meaning, our y.
I don’t know the point. You can drive yourself insane asking y
Everything happens for a reason, ok
It’s all about the paths we take, the choices we make. Ok
I don’t really know who I am.
I want something to believe in. But, how?
Flattery
First off, I still haven’t figured out how to do the pingbacks thing but I still like to do the daily prompts by The Daily Post.
You know, I am pulling a complete blank on this one. I see flattery as a way to get something you want from someone, you flatter them. Most times if they are the right kind of person this works well.
I have a hard time with saying no and most who know me are fully aware of this and unfortunately most take advantage of it.
I try to not let money out but, then they use there money for other things and need like, diapers. I give. Some no if they just keep following me around even if I had said no I will eventually talk myself in to it.
I just have nothing to write about the prompt for today. Lol. Wow. I think this is a first!!!!
Letting go
My grandkids are 3 and 1 and they have really really bad parents. I have cut years off my life stressing and getting sick over trying to help. They need to let them go. They r homeless and have been more than not in these 3 years since jr was born. I tried to take them. I just can’t do it myself though. I am not mentally or physically strong enough to raise 2 Littles ones on my own. They don’t think anything is wrong. They don’t see how messed up these kids are going to b if something doesn’t change. I don’t know what to do.
Pain
I went to my little brothers wedding today. It was beautiful, he was great, she was perfect, they are perfect for each other. The wedding went with no problems, the reception the same.
The moment I walked in I was uncomfortable, as guest arrived and people were greeted, I felt invisible. The ran like a little girl to my uncle’s as they arrived looking for the safety I have always received under there wings and sat with them during the ceremony so it was much better then. I hadn’t been spoken to or had gotten more than a necessity response from anyone else but my brother since arriving. I stayed to take pictures and ended up having to be in one but , I dealt. My brother said that was what I got for staying. Love that kid. At the reception I was seated with my mother, ex step father who had his other two sons with him, current step father and niece. I brought my older son with me. I wanted to sit with my uncle’s and grandmother’s but wasn’t sure if that was allowed. Most of the time I sat unspoken to, just there. My niece moved next to me at one point so I wasn’t alone. The whole family got up and danced, except me. I spoke to my older brother, the best man, nieces father, best friend to my little brother, but, he ignored me as he has for 20 years.
I have yearned for the love of family for so long. The ache I felt inside brought constant tears to my eyes. I have had friends as family, had lonely holidays and just a very lonely life.
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Wedding gift
Besides the messy newspapers and it’s not in the frame but I need honest opinions because I’m not sure about giving it???????
Daily Prompt: Realize
Oh the ways I could go on, I have realized my life needs change, organization, newer people in my life, to learn how to say no, to be much healthier with out putting myself into a crisis, to get away from all the narcissist people I seem to be magnetically attracted to.
So. I have a lot of times that I realize I need change. I also realize a lot of these things are going to be hard to obtain. I know one day at a time. One thing a day, bla bla bla bla……..
Just saying it doesn’t make it happen and sometimes it seems very much out of reach.
Tracey in Maine 