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How to save him


This is Blu he is, I believe 3,and he is going to be put down on Tuesday.

His human family got him during COVID , he was never socialized or taken anywhere and has become aggressive to anyone who comes to the house that is not there all the time.

He got his name from his beautiful blue eyes, although you can’t see then in the photo. He played with my dog outside for awhile until he was bigger and ended up getting into a fight with my dog. Blu was running up to my husband and my dog stepped in between. Blu has only associated with the dog and cat living in the home and not been leash trained.

I feel for him so much because he is being put down on Tuesday. The family has three kids with lots of friends and family that has to call ahead or wait outside to visit. Blu goes in his crate when he is alone and stays on his short run outside.

I can’t take him due to my dog and I live next door. He needs someone who is skilled to help him become people friendly but he is such a good boy in the house with the family. It’s not fair he has to be put down, he is still young and healthy. It makes me sad being an animal lover.

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My world


I feel like I was robbed, like someone reached inside my body and stole my heart as well as my ability to breathe, think , move!

My husband was perfect, we had a love that was epic. We were together 6 years, 3 months and 9 days.

We started texting in October 2016. Our first date was December 31, 2017. We got engaged in February, bought a house in March and was married in October 2017. He was my everything, my husband, my soulmate, step father to my children,

We never had a fight, barely ever argued. For real. He gave me everything I had ever dreamed of and more.

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My world stopped


Why is the sun rising?

Why are the birds singing?

Why has the world kept living

My heart is shattered, my mind is muck , my body is numb , I can’t get unstuck.

The moment he left me my world split and shattered.

I have never experienced such pain, such anguish as I did on that day, that day you went away.

My best friend, my soul mate, the reason my world spun, my husband, my hero, David Bernier. My love, my life, is gone

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Lost loves


Wanted Too Call You Today To Say I Love You, But Your Old Number Is No Longer In Serivce. I Tried The Operator She Said Sorry I Have No Number For You. I Tried To Go To Your House, But You Don’t Live There Anymore. The Post Office Has No Forwarding Address. “I Guess Heaven Is Too Far Away. I Love You, I Miss You. You Are In My Heart Always. Loved Ones Gone But Not Forgotten. Merry Christmas Too All Those In Heaven . . Put This As Your Status If There Is Someone You Love Who Is Spending Christmas In Heaven And You Wish They Were Here With You

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Oh Deer


Mom sent dad to the store for a little deer family to put in the front of the house. Now my dad was an avid hunter, it was even in the wedding vows that he takes November off for hunting, I think that’s why this happened.

Dad died last Christmas Eve from Covid so mom sent these out to our place since we have the big yard. They are 7 feet tall easy!!

We miss you dad!

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My dog got attacked 😩


The neighbors dog, they used to play when he was a puppy, they have played less as they both aged. I believe my pup is 2 years older actually, so they played when the other was a pup.

Anyway, the other dog hasn’t been loose to play in awhile, at first, he ran over and started to play but somehow they ended up fighting. The other dog had his throat and I freaked, it took both dads to get them apart. My poor baby was traumatized. We had to take him to a weekend vets an hour and half away. He had a drain and a lot of stitches put in, he had to be watched so he didn’t itch, he has had to have antibiotics and pain pills twice a day, warm cloth to clean all the stuff up, I think I have been traumatized as much as him!

He got the drain out but still has the stitches, we tried putting socks on his feet so he won’t itch but he just rips them off. We can’t put anything on him like his collar or a cone because it’s his neck.

He still shakes like crazy any time we even look at it. He has just started to act like himself again, it’s been a week today. I’m afraid we aren’t keeping it clean enough or he will scratch a stitch out.

The redness at the top worries me as well.