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Like the New England weather

Posted on by queentracey1

Sitting here I see it’s snowing, April 17 and it’s snowing. It doesn’t last long and the next thing you know the sun is out, but look out back and the clouds are black as night. The instant change , the difference so close but yet just a turn and it’s different again.

This is me, on one side I am bright and sunny, eager to live, wanting to get out and be in life, be healthy and active, but I don’t , I sit and watch, not sunny but not raining or snowing, just being. I want to start living life instead of just surviving.

I can do that easily enough when my husband is home but he works long hours and then has to sleep, so it’s not always possible for him to be with me. I have few friends and they are like I have been, stay home and watch life passing by. I don’t want to do that anymore, I need to be active and healthy, I want too, but how ?

Join a club, volunteer some place, meet new people, easier said than done.

So I sit, as it’s sunny and bright out one door but gloomy and cloudy out another, yet still, raining on one side.

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Just mine, Gone!

Posted on by queentracey1

I use Cricut design space for my Cricut explore air 2. For those who don’t know , it’s a cutting machine, paper, vinyl, card stock, I even cut a heavy plastic, although it took a few times to do. Awhile ago I noticed all my projects disappeared. They have my uploaded stuff, the completed projects on my profile page, all of it except my projects I designed to make. Instead were theses Christmas trees, over 4,000 tree projects!

Seee?

Any device I use, everything saved into the cloud or on any devices, gone. I have a project for my mother I wanted to make to give her at my dads service the end of the month. I have spent hours doing different fonts so it will look right on the box , be read easy enough, etc, etc,

This is an image of what I’m trying to do.

Anyway, they said that somehow, just me and my profile got a bug. A bug, that only effected me, ??.? I can’t figure out how or why . I don’t dare to use it. I’m waiting for them to figure out what and how this happened.

They say if it’s in the Cloud it’s safe??

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You are not alone

Posted on by queentracey1

My grandson has been having so many seizures that people are starting to notice. He is still relevantly knew to his illness and knows of know others with autism.

We his family are asking if you know someone with epilepsy or even have epilepsy we want him to know he is not alone. A note, a card, anything to let him know he is not alone!

This is his mother and the address.

He is only 9 years old and has had to stop playing all the sports he loves because of it, he is depressed and could use some support other than just us. Please and thank you so much

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What’s going on???

Posted on by queentracey1

I am a procrastinator or am I just lazy? I never leave my house, maybe once or twice a month. I am chaos. I am the opposite of who I used to be. They say you can never go back, is it true here as well? I am unorganized and I don’t finish things.

I have multiple projects started but hardly finish any? Maybe I am not a maker but a collector? I clean the same, start one thing, notice something else and by the end of the day, nothing looks done or finished. I have a plan, a schedule for cleaning and organizing but don’t feel I can use it until my house is finished. I still have boxes packet and my bed is still on the floor. The plan is to tear off the second floor and rebuild it. My living room and dining room will be the same but will get very dirty. This plan has been a plan for 3 years but with COVID and the price of wood, it’s still a plan.

I think the problem is I can’t hold myself accountable for not completing the days list.

Why don’t I leave my house, I am not scared or have anxiety, it’s far from a dangerous area, once I’m out I am perfectly fine? My husband goes to the store or it is Amazon and scheduled pick ups for me.

I don’t like my weight but don’t really try hard to fix it. I look nothing like I used to, besides age.

But I have an amazing life! My husband is the best ever, I don’t worry about money like I used to. Technically I don’t have to do anything but could do anything. Kids have grown to taking care of them selves and I feel my life wasting away. I have had this all for 4 years and have done nothing.