It was amazing and he was playing in a supermarket parking lot!
Tag: thoughts
How to live again
For the past year since my husband died I have gotten out of bed, gone to the couch and back to bed. I have tried to start to heal but every time something throws me back on the couch, COVID, eczema on my hands, something mentally or financially stressing me out. This is by far the hardest thing I have ever done..
My husband was my world, we had an epic loved every one who knew us talked about. We first met at 15, he knew I was the one right then and there but I didn’t. Through out the years we just missed each other many times and then he found me again on a dating app my friends put up. I made him wait a month and half before I finally said yes to going out but we text every day till then so I had gotten to know him well. I think I already had fallen for him but I definitely knew by the end of that night he was the one.
We had 6 years, 3 months and 9 days .
He was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer in January last year, he went in for a major surgery in March and never came home.
He insisted he was going to be ok, he swore God would not take him from everything he had ever wanted just like that.
I went for custody of my step son who already lived here with us because his mother was a drunk and I knew my husband would want me to, she drank herself to death in Nov. I won custody. I have been doing ok with cooking but he’s 17 this year so does a lot of it himself. I order groceries and just pick them up,
His one year anniversary is coming up and I still can’t breathe.
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How to save him
This is Blu he is, I believe 3,and he is going to be put down on Tuesday.
His human family got him during COVID , he was never socialized or taken anywhere and has become aggressive to anyone who comes to the house that is not there all the time.
He got his name from his beautiful blue eyes, although you can’t see then in the photo. He played with my dog outside for awhile until he was bigger and ended up getting into a fight with my dog. Blu was running up to my husband and my dog stepped in between. Blu has only associated with the dog and cat living in the home and not been leash trained.
I feel for him so much because he is being put down on Tuesday. The family has three kids with lots of friends and family that has to call ahead or wait outside to visit. Blu goes in his crate when he is alone and stays on his short run outside.
I can’t take him due to my dog and I live next door. He needs someone who is skilled to help him become people friendly but he is such a good boy in the house with the family. It’s not fair he has to be put down, he is still young and healthy. It makes me sad being an animal lover.
My world
I feel like I was robbed, like someone reached inside my body and stole my heart as well as my ability to breathe, think , move!
My husband was perfect, we had a love that was epic. We were together 6 years, 3 months and 9 days.
We started texting in October 2016. Our first date was December 31, 2017. We got engaged in February, bought a house in March and was married in October 2017. He was my everything, my husband, my soulmate, step father to my children,
We never had a fight, barely ever argued. For real. He gave me everything I had ever dreamed of and more.
My dog is depressed
I understand why, I am as well. I’m going to try to write again, or do something on here. My world revolved around my husband and he’s been gone now for 4.5 months. I find it hard to do anything that allows me to think about it. My poor baby boy misses his daddy like I do , he was a daddy’s boy all the way.
Grief
My grief has taken over my every breath, my every thought, and my every moment.
Don’t ask me
My world stopped
Why is the sun rising?
Why are the birds singing?
Why has the world kept living
My heart is shattered, my mind is muck , my body is numb , I can’t get unstuck.
The moment he left me my world split and shattered.
I have never experienced such pain, such anguish as I did on that day, that day you went away.
My best friend, my soul mate, the reason my world spun, my husband, my hero, David Bernier. My love, my life, is gone
What it’s like living with a rare illness
Someone else’s take on how we live.
It’s rare disease day on the 28th February. My rare disease is adrenal insufficiency, where my body doesn’t make enough of the hormone, cortisol,
What it’s like living with a rare illness
It hits home
My world is shattered
I am trying to wrap my head around this all.
Tracey in Maine 