Posted in Reviews

Movie review


I had meant to do a lot of other movies and maybe someday I will catch up but for now…

The Houses October Built

They have an interesting movie here, it takes awhile to get to the good parts but once you do it isn’t bad. I think things that could be reality are the scary ones. A movie that is human against human, that’s the fear. The story itself is a good one and realistic, when you start asking around to haunted house actors about the ultimate extreme haunt, we’ll, you probably will get it. It’s believable, the characters are pretty good, and the real footage of haunts from different states adds some more realism to it. The ending is one of those, it just stops ,things which I was not happy about, till I saw the just came out with a number 2. Now just came out as in September 2017 so I am not sure when I will see it but at least I can hope for some details on the ending of the first movie.


William James said “Things are not as they are, but as we are.” We really do see differently from anyone else. Every moment is seen from our perspective and that’s a great thing. From our perspective, we are the center of our world and from that center, we have the power to choose how we see anything. The gift of freedom to perceive is priceless! It’s the key to being happy

Thought….

We did it


David and I got married!!!

I am now officially Mrs David Bernier!!!

I am so used to being the photographer everywhere that it is weird for me to not have any photos yet but my son and step dad went crazy with there cameras and I will have some to share.

Have a whole lot of tips and tricks to getting married with it just as you want for 1,000!!

Takes more work on ur end but completely doable!

Going to need another day to recoup then I will be back

The now, Tracey Lee Bernier

Posted in House Remodeling, my thoughts, Parents, Shared, Uncategorized

Cancer free


It is with great emotion that I tell you, I was recently diagnosed with cervical cancer. They immediately started on removing it. I had two different proceedings done and after my second , they say it’s all gone!

I am STILL remodeling my house, still planning a backyard wedding for October 14 and then this, I was more frustrated that I had to remain in bed for a week than anything else! Lol  it just never crossed my mind they would fail. I was just not worried, I new, I just had that feeling inside that it was all going to be ok and they would get rid of it all. I was in bed with no problems for the first three days, then on day four I moved around a bit, day five- more and on day 6 was put back to bed rest. Pushed it. Yesterday was day one week and I’m still trying to be easy but it’s so hard with everything else going on.

I still have a , I guess u could say, dormant mass inside my intestines that has just stayed there, not changing, not growing, not doing anything. It’s been there for a few years and the concern has always been with major surgery and how my body would handle it. This was not a major surgery but it was still pretty invasive, I think I handled it just fine. The Dr don’t want to mess with it if they don’t have to, I can see y.

I start with a new primary care next week and am very excited. I have been dealing with so much unknown that it’s got me frustrated, I’m hoping a new set of eyes will finally find me some answers.

Posted in kids and crafts and more!!!, My Photos of Maine, my thoughts, organized, Parents, Reviews, Shared, tips & tricks, WOW Stuff

Bar harbor wicker???



I have had this chair for almost 15 years and have not had time yet to fix the broken spots , yet, but wanted to know more about it. What kind of wicker , and when it may have been made. I got as far as that style and pattern matches some bar harbor chairs but nothing close to this? So, I’m asking out there if anyone knows anything about this chair??????

Posted in my thoughts, organized, Parents, Reviews, tips & tricks, WOW Stuff

Hopeless!!


That’s it I give up. I am going to just come out and confess that I am hopelessly in love with David! This man is like no other! He thinks of me first no matter what. He worries he will disappoint me, he makes something he’s doing harder for him so it’s easier for me. I have never really known anything like this. My life has been filled with men who are in one way or another abusive and to find one who is , whole, it’s amazing!! I find myself being embarrassed by his compliments and I have yet to become used to him opening doors and being so protective of me on the ice and snow. I know I lived a lot of my life sorting out myself by understanding my past but I have decided that I’m tired of looking behind me. I have discovered enough to feel as if I am capable of loving myself and others as I was meant to. I may not have learned it all but I think it’s enough. I don’t want to look behind me anymore. I have decided it’s time to look ahead at my future and how I want it to be. I also have decided that he is the one I want to do it with. The next two months will be packing and moving and unpacking as the process of closing the deal for the house starts and my new life will begin.

Posted in kids and crafts and more!!!, my thoughts, organized, Parents, Reviews, Shared, tips & tricks, Uncategorized, WOW Stuff

I do believe


Life is either 

A daring

Adventure 

Or nothing

At all……

               Helen Keller

I have put my faith, life, house, everything into a new state and am slowly changing more everyday. Now, with my health, and many other things of course in mind I have decided to live more by this motto. So, on October 14 2017, I am getting married to who I truly believe to be my soul mate. My blog may become more about wedding planing and moving but it won’t get boring for sure!!!

Posted in my thoughts, organized, Parents, Reviews, Shared, tips & tricks, Uncategorized, WOW Stuff

Empaths


https://www.psychologytoday.com/experts/judith-orloff-md

I have always known how sensation I was, how in tuned to my and others feelings but always thought it was just my medications. Lol. I found amazing information in this article. I have refined some already but still have a way to go I think to really be able to be at peace with my feelings. Anyone else feel like that?

Posted in Parents, Shared, tips & tricks, WOW Stuff

Advice??????


Some of you may have followed enough to know my health, my financial issues, my seemingly bad luck! Lol Well u may also have read my recent post about the new man I recently met.    

 It’s been three weeks since we started dated, 7 weeks since we started talking all together. He has been staying at my place with me most every other night. Once 3 nights in a row.

Since its the beginning of course I’m at that Google-eyed state and think he’s soo perfect. Lol. We do enjoy all the same types of things, have the same sense of humor, and both have been abused by past loved ones. 

So, here’s the problem, I have been noticing I’m not able to sleep when he is NOT here. Most of my adult life I couldn’t sleep if someone was there. When the storm came and I new he wouldn’t be able to come , he lives about half hour away, I instantly got a headache. I CRIED after I spent the 3 nights and a whole day and half with him and he had to go back to work. The next couple days he had a meeting and then his kids were coming so I new he wouldn’t be back for three days. 

I don’t understand how it is possible I am having physical issues when I can’t see him. That doesn’t seem normal!!!!!!!!! I wasn’t like this w my husband and I thought he was my soul mate. Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Help me!!!